When it’s 1:21 AM

Infection is burning through my body tonight. Sleep is elusive and I am reminded of all of the reasons that I am supposed to be resting. I have been though a lot and my body needs to recover. I need to be kind to myself and give myself what I need – sleep, antibiotics, probiotics, vitamins and some much needed escapes to beautiful destinations. And yet here I am – lying in bed, unable to sleep or consume much of anything, feeling positively miserable. I want to force myself to action but there is the knowledge that my body will rebel if I try, and that fact grinds me to a halt every single time!!