Today has been a good day. It wasn’t particularly remarkable as such. It was a day – I woke early, had the kids off to school, went out for coffee with a new friend. I came home, did some uni prep, worked for a while, cooked and managed to distract myself when I felt like I was becoming overwhelmed. All in all it was good.
Today I feel the most like me that I have in months. I think I have realised that I just have to accept some things and I have been able to find peace in doing that. So what is next for me. Uni is what is next. Letting my passions drive me forward. Loving my family harder, and I am now seriously thinking about my next surgery. It is penciled in for August. That will be here before we know it.
I can hear you all saying “what is wrong with you why would you even consider more surgery”. Well basically my arm skin tore the other day. Like as if I had the skin integrity of someone twice my age. I don’t want to live like that for the rest of my life. So I am considering where I need to be physically and emotionally for that to happen. Exciting and scary at once – I won’t do it unless I am in good shape for it but it is now on the horizon.
I am also very eagerly looking towards the future and new and exciting opportunities that are opening up before me! Oh come on life – its time for some good things.