Next week is plastic surgery week, next Wednesday is plastic surgery day! And I am not going to sugar coat it, well I rarely do that anyway haha – Im scared. Yesterday I got notified that my blood test results were good and I had been approved for surgery!!! So now we are go for my FDL with muscle repair and my boobie lift and reduction. I am so damn scared of this process. I am excited but I feel like I am walking into the great unknown and I am not sure what I will come out as on the other side.
When I had weight loss surgery I was still a fat person with a tiny stomach and I slowly transformed into this version of myself that is sitting awkwardly on my bed right now. Why does my bum have to be so damn boney these days – its so hard to get comfortable!! But the point that I am trying to make is that I didn’t become thin over night. I had months to get used to the idea of what was happening. Next Wednesday I will go from a former big person with a lot of loose skin to a former big person with only some loose skin, a lot of scars and a lot less jiggly bits! I am just not sure how I feel about it all. Yes I am excited, but I also feel unsure. I guess that is normal?
This morning it doesn’t seem as cold as it has for the last few months and Geelong is finally getting the idea that Spring is here so I thought I would try on some of my shorts …….AHAHAHAHAHAA!!! The shorts that fit 5 months ago now fall off. So I can only assume that after my tummy skin is removed I am not going to fit into anything that I currently own. I suppose I am going to have to go shopping ….. oohhhh the trails and tribulations of weight loss surgery and plastic surgery. Actually I don’t love shopping, so it isn’t exactly great fun for me! Perhaps that will change after the happenings of next week!? I guess only time will tell.