All The Tears

Today is one of those teary kind of days. I have woken up feeling anxious. Thankfully these days are few and far between these days but it doesn’t make things any easier when anxious days take place. I know that I am worried about next week! Surgery is a big deal and I just want it to all be okay. So my eyes are leaking and I can’t seem to make it stop – oh well, I guess we all need a cry from time to time? I am usually little miss sunshine! But today I don’t feel like little miss sunshine – I feel like little miss rain cloud 😳

Even saying that I feel like little miss rain cloud conjures up thoughts of Winnie the Pooh…… Perhaps I am probably not really a little black rain cloud because I can’t help but smile. So I have put on my brightest Mustard Yellow top, and not only am I the same colour as Winnie the Pooh, I am also determined to have a good Day today in spite of the anxiety that I am feeling right now. I am determined that I can do today! It may not be brilliant, I may not have my finest moments in life today BUT I won’t just hide away and wallow in a pit of my own making.

Have a great day amazing people! It is FriYAY!!

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4 thoughts on “All The Tears”

  1. Bless you! I can understand your anxiety around it all, perfectly normal but no less hard to work through. I’m 4 days post op from my bypass and the thought of skin removal is just too much. So just get through the day the best you can and know you are loved 💕💕


      1. Not too bad. Was tired this morning but I tend to think I’m superwoman so I think I’ve overdone it. Also living on water mainly so that’s gonna be a factor. But I’ve no pain and feel generally well. Much better than I expected to. Thanks for asking 😊


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